This has been a tough week. I guess this whole process is tough and I just need to get used to it. I am not su re exactly how to do that though. It feels like I am so completely weak because I cannot just dust myself off and move on each time without a giant melt down. Part of me wonders why we are even doing this, and then I remember that there is a happy ending… just not necessarily right away. I have never been su per patient, but this has definitely proven that patience is not a virtue that I possess.
Like Kristen said, I really feel isolated in this whole thing. She is su pportive and kind and I really couldn’t ask for a better partner, but this is a process that is somewhat one-sided. I guess I just need to feel like someone else knows what is happening with my body or try to give me su ggestions. How did everyone else get through this?
Ashley
Ashley,
ReplyDeleteI totally know what you're going through. What Jennifer and I do is try to remind ourselves that getting pregnant takes time. (I mean, even with straight couples... They tell them to wait 1 year before seeking any sort of fertility treatment). It's hard to stay patient...and I totally agree, that patience is a virtue that I don't possess either. And you aren't alone... If you aren't a member of the CCB friends page on FB... I suggest you become a member, because these women have all gone through what you are experiencing. And honestly, they have a world of wisdom to share. Hang in there... You will soon get your outcome.