My uterus continues to be babyless. After taking three negative pregnancy tests and still not believing that I wasn’t pregnant, my period started today so I guess that is confirmation. I was reading someone’s blog and she was saying that she convinces herself that she may be the person that still gets a period while pregnant. YES!!! Me too!!! I mean, both of the times that we have tried to get pregnant, I have convinced myself of that. Totally unrealistic, I know!
I have started thinking about our next ICI. I am a little bit nervous because our first and second choice donors are sold out, so now we are moving down the list. I guess it doesn’t matter that much (as long as I have a healthy baby), but having to rework the plan each time rattles me a bit. I am keeping my fingers crossed that September is baby making month. It seems like everyone else that is blogging gets pregnant on try number three (or after that), so I have to remember that I am right on schedule. I had hoped for getting pregnant on the first try (as I am sure we all do), but reality is always a different beast altogether.
We are gearing up for the big move this weekend. Moving day is slated for the same day that Hurricane Irene hits us, so it should be interesting!
Today is a good day… not sure why I am feeling so optimistic, but things just seem to look brighter today. I am glad I feel that way because the weather is a little wonky (severe thunder storms, torrential rain, etc.). I am really grateful for the life that I have with Kristen and can’t wait to have a little bambino to add to our beautiful chaos!
-Ashley
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