Hi. I'm reluctantly writing because I haven't yet decided that I have anything worth saying on the topic of baby making. Ashley pretty much brought you guys up to date so that just leaves my feelings about the situation. How do I feel about it? I feel a little nervous about starting again here soon. It's been a nice few months off; nice to see Ashley let loose a little again; nice not to have baby making in the back of our minds while everything was blowing up here recently. We've held it together pretty well but I'm glad we weren't actively working toward a baby at the time.
Still, of course that's what I want. I'm just a little nervous now. It's as if I'm trying to decide to date the same person for a second time. They kinda maybe broke my heart a little the first time around and I'm planning a second go? Well, not that any of you care but I was always one for second chances. And unlike the terrible relationships of the past, this actually has a chance of working. :)
Anyhow... we're off to Colorado in a little over a week. Yeaaaaah! I can't wait to be away with Ashley in such a beautiful place.
Hope you all are doing well!
-Kristen
